{"id":12297,"date":"2017-09-27T20:25:01","date_gmt":"2017-09-27T19:25:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/national-poetry-day-vignettes-of-working-class-exhaustion\/"},"modified":"2017-09-27T20:25:01","modified_gmt":"2017-09-27T19:25:01","slug":"national-poetry-day-vignettes-of-working-class-exhaustion","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/national-poetry-day-vignettes-of-working-class-exhaustion\/","title":{"rendered":"National Poetry Day: Vignettes of Working Class Exhaustion"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" size-full wp-image-12296\" src=\"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/727bc3e4d608fe10fff973bb7a50b7fe.jpg\" alt=\"by Steev Burgess\" width=\"687\" height=\"515\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/727bc3e4d608fe10fff973bb7a50b7fe.jpg 687w, http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/727bc3e4d608fe10fff973bb7a50b7fe-600x450.jpg 600w, http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/727bc3e4d608fe10fff973bb7a50b7fe-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/727bc3e4d608fe10fff973bb7a50b7fe-441x331.jpg 441w, http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/727bc3e4d608fe10fff973bb7a50b7fe-1x1.jpg 1w, http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/09\/727bc3e4d608fe10fff973bb7a50b7fe-10x7.jpg 10w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 687px) 100vw, 687px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\">Vignettes of Working Class Exhaustion<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>by Fran Lock<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>Malkin<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sacred, not wise, the black cat&#8217;s acid<br \/>casualty stare, traversing a crumbling<br \/>cul-de-sac, under a starlessly inkjet sky.<br \/>We cross each other&#8217;s path, and she<br \/>leans into my unluck, a clot of deeper<br \/>dark, unstuck from the rest of the night.<br \/>Then she is gone, the quick misshapen<br \/>sleek of her; the yellow pellets of her<br \/>eyes dissolving into distance. I am<br \/>alone on the corner, holding my shoes<br \/>in my hand. Her charm unwinds from<br \/>around my ankles. The night returns<br \/>to bind my wrists.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Breath<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>In the concrete playground, city kids,<br \/>the pigeon-chested victims of chimneys,<br \/>wheezing like slow punctures through<br \/>gritted teeth and cigarettey breath. I was<br \/>young. I remember well, the boy with<br \/>a laugh like a chewed-up cassette, hocking<br \/>his egg-yolk phlegm at passing girls.<br \/>It was exciting then to press my lips to<br \/>his, taste and acrid copper shock and run,<br \/>uphill, where he could not follow.<br \/>My own chest tightens now to think<br \/>of it, and his strained white face<br \/>like an old balloon.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Everything you think you know about me<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>At home, in my cradle of copper wire, I spin<br \/>the unvaried light into curses. I sleep on a soiled<br \/>mattress stuffed with horsehair, lucky heather,<br \/>hubcaps, stolen modems, baby&#8217;s breath. I devour<br \/>men whole, licking the piquant gloss of their<br \/>blood from my scrimshawed scramasax blade.<br \/>I suck the meat from their fingers, melt<br \/>their wedding rings down for ingots of bling,<br \/>golden molars. My pit-bull dog is a brute, he&#8217;s<br \/>a gallowglass with a tactical mouth. In the still<br \/>cold pond beyond the site, the babies unfold<br \/>like lilies.<\/p>\n<p><strong>You are not your nine to five prison<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Monday beings and ends with the need<br \/>to numb my own desperate tendency. I keep<br \/>catching the loose threads of an old pain<br \/>on the jagged edges of the day. London,<br \/>like a hardman with hate tattooed<br \/>on the knuckles of his right hand,<br \/>and hate tattooed on the knuckles<br \/>of his left hand. There&#8217;s an ant farm<br \/>under my skin, and my brain is tuned<br \/>to some bumfuck nowhere bandwidth,<br \/>all Armageddon and Christian rock.<br \/>Between work and hospital visits<br \/>I pass the same graffiti every day.<br \/>Sometimes I smile in lowercase,<br \/>but today its optimism irks me. I think,<br \/>in fact, I am the clock. I turn, but in<br \/>a circle, chase the self I can&#8217;t outrun.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Vignettes of Working Class Exhaustion by Fran Lock Malkin Sacred, not wise, the black cat&#8217;s acidcasualty stare, traversing a crumblingcul-de-sac, under a starlessly inkjet sky.We cross each&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":423,"featured_media":12296,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1660],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12297","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poetry-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12297","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/423"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12297"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12297\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12296"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12297"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12297"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.gfdesign.co.uk\/culture\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12297"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}